The Many Faces of Maddoxhardcore

Yesterday Maddox held her very first Blogtv show. I had such a great time guessing the cheese, thinking of 10 ways to use maxipads and looking at penises all in the same show!
Sadly, Billi couldn't be there because his computer was dead or something so I took the liberty to save some screencapse from his Mrs.

The lovely Cat/Bunny

Doesn't matter if she's balck or white

All that she want's is another baby *cough* Billi *cough*

We didn't know how many tissues she used

She looks like she's having a blast!

Why so serious?

'Billi would be proud'- someone in the chat


Doing her hair

Boom shake the room


Knee Licking Action

Another Shot

Tony's interpretation

In other news, my birthday is next week *squeak*. I think I might make a video showing baby pics or something just because 20 is a nice round number.



So today when I woke up I saw my cousin's old ghostbusters proton gun that he gave me ages ago. I used to like that thing so much and I looked around my room and saw alot of stuff that I have because of sentimentalism. I realized today that I'm going to be 20 in less than 2 weeks abd I'm kinda terrified of growing up (peter pan complex anyone?). I love being here in my home where everything is free and I have clean clothes whenever I want them and stuff. It freaks me out that I won't have that kind of treatment in a long time. I thought about this when I was like 12 years old and the fear grew and grew and now I'm almost 20 and I don't know what is going to become of me. I really want some independence but I'm just too used to this kind of life that I don't know what I should or shouldn't do.

I made a  video about the gun:


Browsing through my files...

I came across this lovely piece of photography


I was 16 then! lol.


People's vacations and job hunt

Dear Blog:

I feel like I should talk to you directly instead of just talking to myself which leads me to think that I might be crazy although I think I am so that's ok and now I just started rambling and this is why I fucking hate vlogs because I jump from subject to subject without making any sense.


My mom and some other relatives boarded a plane to Orlando this morning. It makes me kinda sad because I haven't got on a plane in 10 years, can you believe that?. I'll be home alone for 9 whole days, in which I hope to find a suitable job for me. I've been considering getting a job in another Friday's because jesus know the pay is good. And I need money real fast to buy my macbook in november, when I plan to go to college. On the other hand, I don't want to wast myself as I did in the restaurant. I really felt that I was more capable of doing my manager's job that he did (If you only saw him using a computer...).

I want to have my own money to buy stuff that I'll regret I bought. Like right now I want  a new DS game and I can't buy it because my current budget is... $0.5

That's what I've been doing this past days. Job Hunting! whee. I got my nose patch removed today! and it feels weird. REALLY weird. My skin is so sensible right now and kinda greasy which is gross. ew. I'll stop the nose talking now.

kay I'm done writing this. cya soon blog! hopefully with a job.