Lemme explain it to you:
As you may know, I've been trying to get a job for like 2 months now, and I finally got it and it's just ok. I work in a blockbuster now, and again I feel like I don't belong there. Bleh, maybe it's just me, but I feel like I can earn more by doing less. I wok for 8 and a half hours with a 30 minute break, which btw, can't happen if the manager in charge decides it.
I used to work informing about pre-sales and helping people find their movies, and I actually liked it, but nooooooo, they had to make me a cashier. I should also mention that I barely know how to use those computers, so I'm always asking for help, and if I don't mention special sales to costumers, they get free rents and I get yelled at. I hate it I trully hate it! for a person like me who is kinda shy, to be handling money... it's just too much pressure on my poor little being. And to top it all I think that only one of the 10 people in the store like me. Not that I care about that really, but it's not nice to see scowls everywhere I go.
I want an office job. I know some people say they suck, but really, how bad can it be? I really don't like to be standing up THE WHOLE 8 HOURS. I want to have internet access because I'm addicted to it, and I feel that something's missing when I'm not online.
This job isn't really what I was expecting, I knew about the whole can't sit thing, but I thought I would get proper training this time, and the worst thing is that I can't quit! I can't!!! because otherwise I would have to pay for the uniforms and $45 that I didn't asked for in the first place. ugh UUUGH. I have to wait like 3 months to quit and get a decent check...
What really keeps me going is the prospect of a macbook. I want one, I've wanted one since last year. And there are new macbooks coming soon!! *excited*
Maybe it will get better in time, who knows, rigth now, I'm going to ask them to remove me from being a cashier abd do something more passive, like you know, organizing the movies and such. I'd like that...
On a side note, I can't make videos and it kills me. Today is my free day and EVERYONE IS IN THE HOUSE because it's a holiday. bleh, bleh, bleh.